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Apr. 20th, 2009 | 07:44 pm
location: Home
mood: calmcalm
music: Within Temptation - The Howling

I'm sitting here watching my cat walk around the living room. Literally. It's kinda hypnotic, really.... oh wait. She left. Bah. Now I got nothing to look at.

It's kinda cloudy out today. Reflects my overall mood lately. A little sad that it's over. Now I'm doing something new, though it's not what I wanted to do, it's certainly work, and how much better then that could I have expected with this economy right now?

I need to do this stupid practice quiz. I don't even know the answer to question one. And the quiz is tomorrow. Man am I boned. Ah well.

Oh wait. The cat's back. Maybe she's trying to get pot from under the door again (although when we were getting the smell it was through our patio door. And now she walks over to a bowl on the floor, then to her cat tree. Nothing interesting. But that's why I got a cat. So I could admire her when she's walking around doing nothing, and I still enjoy it.

Sometimes I wish I was like my cat. Only worry in the world is whether me and Colin will ever come home. She gets free food, free drink, free love and attention (although she sometimes looks scared of me), toys, her cat tree, no pissy little children to bother her. Ah, the life of a cat. Although I would probably miss having a good Ceaser every now and then. MmMmMm.

Man is this random or what?

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Wow it's been a long time.

Sep. 22nd, 2008 | 12:54 pm
mood: depresseddepressed
music: Nothing.

So much has happened in the last two years. But I won't get into that now. Why would I? It's alot of crap and alot of good things. And damnit, I'm happy where I am now. Sort of. Ok, not really. I love my life with Colin right now. But everything else should cooperate.

I've felt so down since I left the University. Really down. Like, I'm not smart enough to do anything anymore. My friend who got his BSc last year tells me I'm smarter then he is. Bull-f*in shit. I couldn't make it past 3 years, and was forced to go to NAIT. Want to know who goes to NAIT? The people who got 60s in high school. Or less even for some courses. My D in one course at the UofA was considered GREAT at NAIT. I mean... seriously. How low have I stooped? To make things worse, I failed one part of a lab exam last Tuesday. I kicked the ass of two of the parts, and then got a 37% on the third. Which brings me down to low 60s. What the hell? It's not fair that I get 97% on two out of three parts, then do not so great on the third (and that was only because the Q test made it so I couldn't reject one of my data points) so I'm worse then average? I'm starting to feel like I'm not smart enough for NAIT even.

When life is easy, I want it to be harder, when life is harder, I want it to be easier.

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Oct. 29th, 2006 | 07:35 pm

Even though no one reads these anyway... LOL

I is bored bored bored bored.

And I hate the university. BUt htat is nothing new.

HUgs to everyone!

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oh. my. god.

Apr. 27th, 2006 | 11:26 am
mood: chipperCan't kill this good mood!!!
music: Witchy Woman - Eagles

Somehow I managed not only an A+ on my general chem final exam, but also an A+ on my organic chem final exam. And I got an A in general chem, overall, and an A+ in organic chem. I am scared terrified, etc. I have no idea how that happened. Go 4.0 gpa! That'll transfer nicely.

Also in the news (lol yeah right like I have any right at all to call it news) I have a guarenteed job at the Pita Pit here in GP. Nice, short bike ride to get to work. But I'm hoping Starbucks will call because that will get me a job in Edmonton as well when I move. Go transferability! Deciding whether to call Pita Pit or not... if Starbucks doesn't call me by 3 then I'll call them and see whats up. Then if I don't have a job, I can call Pita Pit and tell them I'm in as long as I don't work the graveyard shift (biking to work through Muskosiipi and living with grandparents. Coming home at 3 in the morning - BAD idea.).

Yeah. Couldn't post this on my msn blog becuz Ryan would read it and get pissed off with my marks. He apparently didn't do so well in his courses this year. >.<

Have a happy summers you all!

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Apr. 24th, 2006 | 05:41 pm
location: home
mood: bouncyOMIGOD I'M DONE!!!
music: Brand New Beau - Amanda Marshall

Officially done finals for this semester. Kicked ass on the calc (final grade of an A) as well as on the general chem (96.5%... that's like saying I got an A+ on the final, isn't it?). And the physics final was very simple. And I have no idea how I did on the organic chem final. But yeah, I can hope can't I?

But yeah. I'm so tired. Really I don't know why... it is an AMAZING day out today - it got to over 20 degrees. It was sexy.

Going out to dinner soon to celebrate the end of the year, so I should probably try to finish this up. (OMIGOD DONE EVERYTHING)

There was a fire in the park today. A bridge burned down. Not that anyone here would know what bridge I was referring to. But yeah. It was cool.

Toodles all.

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Song that I Like

Apr. 14th, 2006 | 03:40 pm
mood: busystudying for calc final
music: Take it to the Limit - Eagles

Someday - Nickelback

How the hell'd we end up like this?
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed?
And try to turn the tables
I wish you'd unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
But don't think it's too late
Nothing's wrong
Just as long as you know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right
But not right now
I know you're wondering when
You're the only one who knows that
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right
But not right now
I know you're wondering when

Well I'd hope that since we're here anyway
That we could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up staying
NOw the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood Horror
Nothing's wrong
Just as long as you know that someday I will

Chorus
You're the only one who knows that

How the hell'd we wind up like this?
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed?
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood Horror
Nothing's wrong
Just as long as you know that someday I will

Chorus
You're the only one who knows that
I know you're wondering when
You're the only one who knows that
I know you're wondering when

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Apr. 13th, 2006 | 10:12 pm
mood: tiredtired
music: Heaven's a Lie - Lacuna Coil

Random Quote of the Day:

"Progress is not made by early risers. It's made by lazy men trying to find easier ways to do something." - Robert Heinlein

Hehe. So true.

Lazyness will rule the world. Actually, it does rule the world. It just lets the hardworkers pretend they rule the world in order to get out of work.

I hate finals... and I am too lazy to study right now. Actually I think I want to go to sleep - not that I have classes tomorrow or anything, I just want to sleep...

Goodnight.

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That was pointless lol

Mar. 6th, 2006 | 09:08 pm
mood: contemplativecontemplative
music: Stars - Lacuna Coil

1. Open up your media player or winamp or ipod or whatever, set it to shuffle.
2. Skip through the first 10 or so songs and list them.
3. Add "in my pants" to the end of each song title.

1. Lost Lullaby in my pants
2. Get Over It in my pants
3. Seven Bridges Road in my pants
4. Dirt off your Shoulder in my pants (dirty)
5. My Girlfriend's Girfriend in my pants (o.O I don't have a girlfriend...)
6. With You in my pants
7. Sk8r Boi in my pants
8. When this woman loves a Man in my pants
9. Soar in my pants
10. Do You Have a Little Time in my pants
11. Don't Tell Me in my pants
12. Running Out of Days in my pants
13. High Voltage in my pants (ouch >.<)
14. Nobody's Home in my pants (hello?)
15. Wish I Had an Angel in my Pants
16. Witchy Woman in my pants
17. Tuesday Morning in my pants
18. The Ghost Woman and the Hunter in my pants (kinky)
19. Suddenly in my pants
20. Take Me Out in my pants

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Shadows - poem by me

Mar. 5th, 2006 | 09:36 am
mood: depressedI miss you
music: X-ecutioner Style

Shadows

Shadows
Thick and cold as the darkness
Outside my window
Cover my heart
Cloud my soul
I hold back tears
But inside I feel
Torn apart
Rendered in two
Watching you walk away
Walking away
The hardest thing I've done
To feel you near me
Holding me
Was close to heaven
Given one glance
Taken away
Lying here on my floor
Crying inside
Wishing you were back
Here with me
Shadows
Covering me
Enfolding me
Thick and cold
Like the darkness outside my window

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Feb. 26th, 2006 | 09:33 pm
mood: hyperHEHEHEHEHEE Whee!!!!
music: Michelle Branch - Till I Get Over You

OMIGOD IM SO HYPER!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay. You'd figure I'd be depressed seeing as I have to go back to classes tomorrow after a rather boring reading week... no one would let me do anything. If I wanted to go for a walk it was like, "Are you feeling okay? Are you sure it's a good idea?" and that just totally kills the mood. But yeah. I'm still hyper. I just want to randomly bounce off of walls. Because it is FUN dammit! Whee, I need a life! Except there is no life to be had in hicktown. And apparently I'm going to get drunk (for the first time, mind you) on Friday. We'll see what happens.

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